Sickness

There's a hole somewhere

Inside me.

But i can't find it to stop the bleeding.

My world is falling apart,

And taking me along with it.

I look for a hand to help me,

But i'm alone in this darkness.

My arms wrapped around my ribcage

Aren't strong enough

To keep me from falling apart in pieces.

I'm trying to hold myself together,

But i have nothing to hold onto.

My hope left

To save himself from my fate.

"Be good when i'm gone."

Now i'm nothing.

Lovin him was the only good thing about me.

The only thing that was worthwhile and beautiful.

Now he's gone,

But can you blame him?

Our beggining was the start of the finish.

It came sooner than expected,

Even though i should have expected it.

There's nothing left of me

But this sickness inside,

Eating away at me from the inside out

And tearing me apart one piece at a time

Until there's nothing left

But the hole

You left when

You left me.