It Was All A Lie

Now that it's over,

I can really see

And I can't believe

I ever loved you,

Because you make me sick.

I can't stand you.

You make me feel

Like a whore,

Like I'm something to be ashamed of.

But now I'm done.

I'm done with feeling

The way you made me feel.

I stood by you

Through everything,

But you were never there when i needed you

To keep me from falling.

I reached for you,

But you turned away

When I needed you most.

I had to catch myself

And sometimes I missed,

And was so tired of falling

I couldn't pick myself up.

And the hand I reached for

Wasn't yours.

The hand I grabbed

Was someone who needed me,

Who actually cared

Like you never did.

You never saw me for

Who I was

What I needed.

I would have bled for you,

given up everything,

If you'd asked.

I guess everything

Was a lie.

And I'm too sick of it

To care anymore.