Scars

This feeling inside

Is starting to eat away

At every good thing i've ever felt

And every good thing i can remember.

It won't go away,

No matter what i do,

I always end up this way.

Alone in my room

With the blade on the floor,

I don't even remember

What i do this for.

And no matter how hard i try

To stop,

I never seem to change

When everything around me

Never stays the same.

And these tears,

Over the years,

Will help heal these scars,

And then fade away into nothing,

And i won't remember why

They were there

Reminding me

Of everything i do wrong.

And maybe then i can be

That person

Who i always wished i was.