fake smiles

every morning its the same

i put on a fake smile and play ur little game

to pretend seeing u with her doesnt hurt

but when in truth its killing me inside

i dont think u realize this

and even if u do i dont think u care

that ur not even mine

and losing u is one of my biggest fears

my life just isnt fair

this is why i want out

the many times i say this

i dont think u understand

your the reason for my tears