Never Would Have Guessed

Please, don't be angry when I say I don't know.
I have too many scars,
I can't let my feelings show.

Please, don't be upset,
When I start to cry.
I would tell you if I knew,
But I am never quite certain why.

Please, believe when I say,
That I love you too much.
Just remember I have a past,
That has been slaughtered and cut.

Please, don't be offended,
When I won't look you in the eye.
It's because I am being truthful,
and I am afraid you will lie.

I am sorry I don't appear happy,
When I see your face.
I am just thinking,
Of what will happen when you leave my place.

Please, just one thing may I ask of you.
Don't tell me if you don't mean it.
Don't even whisper "I love you."