What Happened Between Us?

Can you remember-like I do?
The times you've spent with me, and the times I've spent with you?
What happened between us, why are we no longer close?
I don't think it's possible to continue on, when I love you the most.
We have both grown now and between us things have changed,
But I'll never get used to the way they are now...all so rearranged.

You're unbelievably perfect in every single way,
You're the only one I look forword to seeing every day.
I hate how nothing ever works out for me,
That's one of the reasons why I'm never happy.
You're the only one who makes me feel like this,
You're the reason why my past, I'll always miss.

I know it's not good to constantly dwell in the past,
But I wouldn't have to if only it would last.
You've changed my way of thinking in everything I do,
and when I wake in each morning, my first thought is of you.
My life has no purpose without you in it,
I want so desperately to be with you each and every minute.

Until this day, I haven't thought about our moments together,
Now, as they come back to me, they will be cherished forever.
Is there anything I can say or anything I can do,
To make thing the way they used to be between me and you?
It seems to me that we're no longer friends,
I miss the times when we were together and wonder if they'll ever   return again?

Is this a game you're playing with me?
Is this how it'll always be?
We've been through a lot together and now it's not enough,
We're no longer together and that makes life all the more rough.
To contine on with us like this would only be something I'd regret,
For the memories I have with you I will never forget.

I need to let you know that I feel this way,
So we we can try to work this out and become friends again someday.
You've given me more then times to look back on,
You've given me memories to remind of what's now gone.
I hate to think about it but sometimes I have to,
Reminiscing on what I've had-reminding me of you.

I guess my turn with you as my friend,
Has come and gone now-but will it ever return again?
Is this the kind of chance that only comes once?
Or will I see it again?
So we can continue where we left off,
When I loved you as my friend.

I pray it is the latter for it would spare my heart,
As it could if our relationship was like it was in the start.
When I was like sister to you, and you were like a brother to me,
When I was close to you and I was happy.

Have you ever thought about our past,
and wonddered, "Where has it gone?"
I have, since it started, and what I've found is that,
Whatever has wanted us apart has won.
I need to be strong, and let this hard time pass,
While praying the whole time, "I hope it doesn't last."

     If you rememberonly one thing about all this,
     and maybe of how we were then remember this-
     "I'll always miss and love you forever."