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lyrics writen to a song never sung 8)

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Not So Happy Thoughts

Views (214) Lyric Created on 6-2-07 Flag
  • Happy (happy)
  • Thoughts (thoughts)
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  • They ain’t easy to achieve (see)
  • When I’m carrying this chip on my sleeve (leave)
  • Leaving me no time grieve
  • Can’t help but to believe
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  • That there’s more than one force
  • In a battle for my totality
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  • The cavalry’s arrived
  • I’m living but not alive
  • The war’s raging inside
  • It’d be a blessing if I died
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  • Watching everyone I’ve hurt
  • Left to cry, but tears will dry
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  • Left behind they can forget
  • Every single drop of spit
  • That left my mouth when I was lit
  • This ain’t easy to admit
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  • My life’s more than I can handle
  • I wish I didn’t exist
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  • These blissful fantasies
  • Are nothing but daily dreams
  • ‘cause nothing is what it seems
  • I can’t change my memories
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  • As time flies I try
  • And try as I might
  • I can’t change my past
  • I’ll just lose the fight
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  • Dig deep inside to hit the
  • Easy button not fight or flight
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  • What’s right is the question
  • It’s becoming an obsession
  • But I can never learn a lesson
  • When I see myself as the exception
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  • Wish I could filter the sun
  • To make its impression more effervescent
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  • Don’t need the testament of others
  • To untangle me from my covers
  • No need for ungrateful mothers
  • Or backstabbing sisters and brothers
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  • There’s no all encompassing cure
  • This push to shover can discover
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  • Must be a lover of the dramatic
  • Destruction so fast and systematic
  • Serenity prosthetic
  • A monster lives in my attic
  •  
  • Breaking support beams
  • Wreaking havoc, while spectators panic
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  • Like the titanic I’ll sink alone
  • No burial at home
  • Every memory I own
  • Left to float away as sea foam
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  • Fate left in the hand
  • Of an element
  • And God knows I can’t
  • Be here, heaven sent
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On June 17th 2007 ElComino68 Said :
ElComino68 wow thats awsome...i absolutly love it!!!! great work! keep it up!!
On June 6th 2007 tswieberg Said :
tswieberg I love it....a song never sung. Awesome as usual.
On June 5th 2007 AKristine1976 Said :
AKristine1976 i like it. i feel it. keep writing.
On June 4th 2007 nevermine Said :
nevermine Very awesome! It actually fit my emotions perfect today...
On June 3rd 2007 dragonslilbit Said :
dragonslilbit i love it awsome work keep going never stop writing .
On June 3rd 2007 jewells716 Said :
jewells716 you have such a way with words that describe your pain.... that somehow seem to connect with my own... weird huh? o.O but all in all great job this is excellent.
On June 2nd 2007 chickenbroth Said :
chickenbroth wow, so amazing. You shock me every time that I read this, awesome. So awesome.
On June 2nd 2007 fgggfx Said :
fgggfx very deep and intense, with great rythem to it!
On June 2nd 2007 Jbelled24 Said :
Jbelled24 Thats really good!!! Nice!!!
On June 2nd 2007 babyblue187954 Said :
babyblue187954 Greatly Written you have such talent..
On June 2nd 2007 sunny102 Said :
sunny102 James..you're such an awesome writer. Very intellegent and well written. The words flow like water...the pain in your words is evident and heartbreaking. Beautiful job my friend!
On June 2nd 2007 marlana79 Said :
marlana79 flippin awsome:) (Of course your poems always are)