I'll understand why.

The problems I have are too much for you to handle,

            And I'll understand if they've made you wanna go,

                        And I can't expect for you to understand me,

                                    And I can't force you to be my cure.

The things that I've done have made you want to run from me,

            Be done with me,

                        And I'm standing here in the rain to let you know.

That I've messed up for the thousandth time,

            Our tangled lives, we may never be able to unwind,

                        But I'm left here in tears because all that I can say is sorry.

You can't trust me anymore,

            I've broken that

What can I do to show you.

I know that there is no answer,

            To this question,

                        I can't do this anymore.

Now I know I would kill for you,

            The pain that I've caused has made me see,

                        That this love is something that I should have never taken advantage of,

                                    But I'm afraid that what I've done has ruined any chance to salvage the life that we were starting to have.

I want you to be happy,

            Just live your life,

                        If I'm not in it I'll have to understand why.

I don't know what I would do,

            If this turned into a situation where I lost you.

don't know what I where be,

            if you packed up and just left me,

The only thing I see,

            Is the hurt you feel inside and how you're torn to even think of me.

My mistakes are a mountain,

            My worries are the sea,

                        My hope is in the heavens above,

                                    To lead us to the path we need to see.

No matter what happens now,

            The past will never change,

                        And I understand,

                                    If you have to start your next chapter with a fresh page.