This Ride

Real fathers never let you down

Always there when the time comes round

Helping to get you through the worst of times

And there to teach you how to use your mind

But I've achieved all these things on my own

So get the hell out of my way

And stay the fuck out of my home

You might have loved your daughter

You hated your son/ your step son

Tried to make it seem like you were the innocent one

But nobody loves you

Cause you never cared

And when you were home

We wished that you weren't there

And if you loved us

You sure as fuck didn't know how to show it

And now you're crying

Cause we hate your fucking guts and you know it

And the divorce has BEEN final

You should have been happy and run

Instead you're looking for forgiveness

And you turn to your sons

Why the fuck do you look for love you never showed either one

I've been waiting for this day for years

To be big enough to beat you down

To make you shed some tears

But I'm glad that you beat me

Now you can't defeat me

Your eyes show the pain

One magic bullet to your brain

Will take me to this plain

Resting glad that the ride is over on this crazy train

But you need to suffer some more

I have a whole eternity of vengeance in store

You know you'll never win

Your tortures about to begin

And as your thoughts become tainted in sin

Your mind creeps open, I'm climbing in

I'm ripping you apart from the inside

And I will never let the bar up on this ride

Never had I felt better than when I've seen you cry

Never will I feel better than when I see you die

It's over and you're little son is all grown up

All alone you have to sit back and watch me rise

It's too bad that as a father you never made the cut

And knowing you'll be scorned until the day he dies

DON"T SAY YOU CARE

The only reason you even cared at all

Is that you don't want your friends to know

That you were a bad father

And then you're pissed

Cause you still had to pay the child support

But you didn't see what all this shit was doing to me

It was building me up until I'd explode in due time

and all these things have most definitely changed me

but changed me

they deranged me

you never had a son

you turned your fucking child into a gun

so mother fucker run

now it's time for me to have some fun

let's do this one on one

I'll beat you down until your life is done

But then I'll be the only one

That'll have to live with all these scars

Life through parallel bars

No chance of looking towards the stars

So you gotta survive

To watch your kids succeed without you

No doubt the pain in your heart will drowned you

But that'll be good enough

Even though you try to act so tough

I know that your eyes will water

Every time you're reminded of us

And still the pain grows

Cause you don't know the pain you've cause

To me and my bro

Now that you're out of my life

You still ain't out of my mind

But my life has never been better

Since I've kicked you out of mine

And now that I'm grown

Your pain will never be gone

I'm telling you, you were wrong

A fucking pussy all along

As kid I was weak

But here I am standing strong

But every time I hear your name

My clock ticks down like a bomb

I'm not even gonna get to the shit

You've fucking done to my mom

You fucking bigot

Mike was just a nigger to you huh

I caught him with your shot gun to his face a few times

You don't know how bad I wished

That it was you that felt that pain inside

Causing my fucking brother

To resort to thoughts of suicide

We hate your fucking guts

Why can't you let that thought pierce your mind

But people do not pity me

Because of my bad upbringing

This song is not for sympathy

But payback towards a true pussy

All this hateful energy

Directed towards my own daddy

Who will never really know how much I fucking hate