Depression

Depression

Of all the things that i could wish,
i never thought i'd wish to die.
Never the less i fake a smile,
and deep inside i begin to cry.

Make the aches fly far away,
take the burdens from within.
take back the words i've said,
nobody's listening once again.

any feeling i ever had,
is now replaced with a familar numb.
sleepless nights, and starving days,
i think i'm begining to come undone.

Lost in my words,
i can't explain.
tears keep falling,
am i going insane?

Trust the self, you once knew,
find the faith that you built.
love again, it will come,
try again, your life won't wilt.

Nikki Rachelle Green