Locked Up!!!!

I'm locked up in a place where theres no freedom.

I'm locked up with people I don't know.

I'm locked up where I can't see the people that I love.

I'm locked up where I can't call the people I want.

I'm locked up because I did something stupied. 

I wish I would have thought about what might have happened after I tryed to cut myself.

I wish I wasn't even here.

I wish my friends could be here to help me through this.

I can't wait to get out so I can tell everyone how sorry I am.

And that they dont have to worrie about me anymore.

Because I'm NEVER going to TRY or THINK about killing myself again.

I NEVER want to be locked  up in this weird  place again.

And I don't want everyone to worry about me.

I was locked in a palce called Ceder Rige and I wrote this the 2nd day, I want there.. it truns out to be better than what I thought.. and if you are haveing problems with suidle (sorry I cant spell), anger, drugs, drinking, or whatever and you really want some help you should go to this place and they helped me.... all you have 2 do is behave and work on coping skills and do whatever ativaties they are doing.. and everythang is really easy... and there is people you can talk to... and if you do what your told you can stay in there up to about a week at the most and some kids get out b4 then..