Random thoughts

Everyday I'm hurting, everyday I'm crying.

people say its just a phase and that everythang will be ok.

people say that things will get better, but everythang just get worse.

I'm hurting on the inside and its working its way out.

I'm hurting the ones I love, and I'm chasing away all my friends.    (and in the in im all alone)

I can't stop thinking about death, I don't want to but its there

with me everywhere I go.

In my room I trun the radio up loud, I scream for help,

but no one is there and no one cares.

so I lay on my bed and cry myself to sleep.

all alone day in & day out. I'll always feel alone no matter

whos around. you may see me smile & you may hear me laugh

but it's all fake. no matter what people say to help me it dosen't

work, so why waste your breath, trying to help someone with a

a broken heart, broken mind, a broken spirt, a broken home, & a broken life.