Let me go.

I step in front of the car/ but you knock me outta the way/ I ask the executioner to end my life/ you beg him to let me stay/ I put the gun to my head/ you block the bullet with your hand/ For everything I do/ you have a plan/ I throw myself into the dark water/ but you grab my hand/ you pull me out/ I fight you every way/ and scream and shout/ You pin me down/ until I stop/ And you stroke my hair as I cry and curse your name/

I run away/ but you chase me down/ And you place my feet on steady ground/ I want to leave/ but you want me to stay/ I scream at you to go away/ You take my abuse with silence/ and you refuse to give up/ what did I do to deserve you/ And how can I ake you leave/ I'm not worth this penance/ you put yourself through/ Thats why I shove you away/

I slice up my body/ and let my blood spill out/ you replace it with your own/ and kiss my forehead to wish me well/ as I damn you straight to hell/ I swallow a deadly cocktail/ and you shove your finger down my throat till I throw it up/ I jump off the cliff/ and you give me your parachute/ You tell me you love me/ as I tie the noose around my neck/ You slice it as I fall/ and catch me before I hit the ground/

I beg you to let me go/ as you beg me to stay for you/ but what you're looking for/ can't be found/ You want my heart/ but I lost that a long time ago/ Now I'm all alone/ I can't let you in/ I'm barring the door with my past/ and you can't get through/ I'm sorry.