I need to tell you:

I want you to call me so I can tell you how I really feel,

Yet I know when I hear your voice on the other side of the phone, I won't be able to speak.

I need to tell you, It's tearin' me open that I can't bring my self to say how I feel

You say you won't hurt me like he did, I belive you yet I still can't make my self say how I feel.

So maybe I don't really trust that, maybe I have been hurt and I'm not ready to give that abilty to some one just yet.

but I dont want to lose you either, I know that I hurt cause I can't tell you how I feel,

and I don't know how you feel, but I know with out you I would fall apart, My whole world would come crashing down

I'm not askin' to tell me how you feel, or sayin' have to wait for me, I'm just sayin this so you know, that I have strong feelings

I just don't know what they are yet, but as soon as I do, you'll be the first to know.

So what this is supposed to tell you is that when I say:

I miss ya it means that I want you here by my side, I wanna be in your arms, feel you next to me, just know your close by, kiss you, hold you.

When I say I miss ya  I guess it really means that I need you, cause with out you I feel like somethings missin'

but since theres such a great distance between us, I guess I'll have to settle for hearing your voice, untill I can see you again.