Drowning in a pool-

I lay in my pool of sorrows under the cold water of which I have cried, looking up at the stars that I want so bad but, just can't reach. I am in this pool of hate and lies grasping at air that I want to breath. You tried holding me back from the life that I wanted the life that I craved. Making me a victim of your games and a toy to your needs I want to drown in the pool of my sorrows and run to the place I crave. To reach the place where no one can hurt me. To go where you can't reach me, but I just can't reach. Everytime I try you come back with your hands taking me back from the place I want to be. One day I can only hope that my pool of sorrows will go away and that you will be gone out of my life leaving me with my my pool of happiness.