Lies and Deceit

He stares at me his eyes judging me for why I don't know. He askes me questions only a lover would ask. He stabs me with stares making me feel naked inside. Reading my thoughts never giving me a moments peace. I ask and pled for him to let me be, but he wont he just wants to stare at me. I move away, running from the pain. But it comes to haunt me. The eyes, the stares, the looks of deceit and lies as I wonder about my house at night. I run faster farther, but I cant get it out. They still come back. All I want is to go back in time to do it all over. To kill the man that brings me such pain. To erase all the shit out of my life. But it is only a wish I can dream and not the reality that I crave.