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...........dead inside

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Created: 07/15 2008
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Category: Love

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Closed Chapter

Over this long night

I’ve thought this poem out a thousand times

It’s had a million reasons

A hundred different rhymes

Who am I to speak?

When it was me in the wrong…

Who am I to beg for something the never belonged to me

And now it is gone?

My heart hurts….

But why?

My head aches and spins

My only emotion is to cry

Who’s going to watch me now?

Who’s going to wipe my tears?

Who’s going to turn the light on

And erase all my fears?

I can truly say

That right now I want to die

I wish I could give up

But the one thing you ever taught me was to try

So I close that chapter of my life

It was a long and meaningful one

I’ll just sit in my head

And ponder all the horrible things I have done

 

*I really don’t give a damn if there are any typos*

 

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On July 16th 2008 muse4apoem Said: 
muse4apoem This is pack full of emotion. I can realate to this. As Thug say it takes time. So let yourself heal as long as you need to. I had someone I love leave me before. (They came back but still.) Maybe you both need this time to think everything threw. I don't really know. Everything happens for a reason. As everyone knows "Your soulmate is right under your nose." So whatever happens happens. Just know you wont be in pain forever! :)
On July 15th 2008 irwinwe Said: 
irwinwe You've done those things so that you can remember to not do them again. We become strongest when we feel weakest. Just imagine how wise you will become from this chapter that you are closing. And as far as who is going to turn the light on, and erase your fears...YOU ARE! You need you, and the void where he once was should be thought of as a branch you left when you flew away to your new chapter. Easier said than done. But it is empowering to learn from the past and know more what you want for the next time. Fly on to better branches of your own choosing...hopefully you and I both will find the right one someday...and then we'll build our nests :D how cheesy! haha.
On July 15th 2008 Thugnastay227 Said: 
Thugnastay227 u aint allowed to die so says nastay. i hate when i see people i care about in this way....i never know what to say. for i dare not be cliche. even if at times the terms fit for a particular situation.,,,,so i'll just say one word. *Time* you can use that word to suit u however u need. Huggles
On July 15th 2008 deadpoet Said: 
deadpoet no, no no no no, I dont want to wake up and feel sad. =( all I can say is this poem hit me hard and i hope you can keep your head up and have a friend to lean on