Permanent heartache

I scream and no one would hear, I dream things that no one would dare.

I've been hurt so many times, i try to run, but there's no where to hide.

Permanent heartache that sticks to me, burns around my heart to the third degree, noone to trust and no one to love.

Drowned in my own misery, throughout my life heartache has become permanent. Permanently scarred, that no one can see nor feel.

I tried evey metthod there's no way I can be healed. Look whats he's done to me, I don't even understand myself anymore.

Wishes that weren't meant to come ture, i search, but there's no pain or suffering inside of you.

Permanent heartache that i cant take, its like losing somerone you really love without them knowing it, there's no way for me to love again.

Permanently bruised from my head to my soul, i feel tthis pain a no one knows. The feelings deep down inside of me, i'll never show.

I can't cry or everyone see permanent heartache.

Why did this happen to me? You play with fire and you'll get burned, I've learned a lesson it took me years to learn.

Permanent Heartache..