Captured

My heart is captured by my thoughts, locked up inside an ensconed place, the best thing for me to do is hide away.

Closure is what I need to be understood, I dont even understand myself anymore, all these thoughts that makes

me feel misery i'll just try to ignore.

Lingering on to the pain form the past, quietness that surrounds my head and my heart. I have to make a

diversion to distract my thoughts.

Confined to a place in my head that I don't understand, I bid sweet farewell to my heart that I no longer own. 

This unkown feeling makes me exhausted, I'm revealing secrets that I know I shouldn't. A sharp pain penetrates

through my weakened heart.

Then the occurence of a new strength I never knew I had makes me very persistent.

Hysterically crying from all the pain this unknown feeling and this knew strength has caused, battling it out to take

control.

Abruptly breaking down from discomfort and tremendous confidence to reconcile the two.

This unknow feeling is very vile, my alter ego that i never knew i had. I find affection between the two.

I pass through golder corrdors that leads me to a place of comfort and understanding.

Proudly having a feeling of control, but anxious about what will happen next, i'm myself again.

The two has burried the hatchet, burning ember thoughts are now deceased and mt appetite for life has certainly

increased.