Happy Valentine's Day

The pain in my stomach
It drives in me
The disappointment's coming
It thrives to be

You made these many promises
You swear you would keep
Offering the world
Where you'd sweep me off my feet

You'd take me on these play dates
Where you'd love me and hold me
But when you stabbed me in the back
Who was there to console me?

I was left here in waiting
With fresh gloss on my lips
When you pushed me aside
From your memory I slipped

I'm stood up again
And I blame it on Cupid
Yet the fault's in your eyes
To ignore it, I'm stupid

I'm waiting for that knock
Where I'd rush to let you in
But no beckoning at the door
Just emptiness in the wind

This time I'm not waiting
Not reaching for the phone
I'll calmly take off this makeup
And climb into bed alone

I'm done guessing why you did this
One more time I swore I'm through
And on the loneliest of Valentine Days
I've given up on missing you

So I hope you find your sweetheart
An overpatient one she'll need to be
Because I'm learning to live without you
And learning to love all of me