Him

As I sit here waiting for everyone to finish, I watch him, I had that dream again last night.

He doesn't even realize I stare at him, but of course he can't see my face.

I try not to stare too much, because I'm afraid someone will catch me and my secret will be released.

Occassionally he'll turn around and talk to me, but not toda, we have a test.

His dirty blonde hair looks so soft from here.

I can't see his face from here, but I know he's smiling;he's always smiling.

I love  it when he smiles because his gorgous blue eyes sparkle more than usual.

When I hear his name or see his face, I can't help but smile.

When I think of him, my  heart actually skips a beat, but

Why am I attracted to him?

I don't really know him and he doesn't really know me.

So why does my heart skip a beat when I know he doesn't feel the same about me.

Then again why should he care about me?

I'm not involved in anything he is, I'm not a A student like he is, and I'm not in shape like he is.

Why would he want someone that is so different from him.

Why should he care about me?

Why do I care so much about him?