My remedy for happiness

The stress of the day,

frustrates my night.

Fuck everyone around me,

get out of sight.

if you see I'm angry

leave me to rot

alone in my room

im my little spot

in my dark closet

my little abyss 

if i just died there

no one would miss

the person who is 

truly dead

from a rotting body

to a deteriorating head

i just sit in my closet

to be all alone

but just form a moment

my heart skips a tone

i feel the tear 

in my fragile wrist

the blood begins to exit

out of a person never missed

i don't cry or flinch

as i rip one more inch

it doesn't bother me to see

my blood drip out of me

it is actually soothing

the aroma i smell

it makes me foget

this world is hell

i don't do it

because I'm sad

especially not

because I'm mad

i truly know

nothing makes me happier

than a little

blood flow