Letter to My Ex(Personal)

You lied to me or did you?

I don't know weather to hate you or understand.

One minute I think I know why you did it and the next I'm bloody mad

Did you kow this was gonna happen?

If you did, then why did you put me through this?

Why did you say I love you when you didn't?

Why did you promise forever?

It's like all the pain I harbor inside is floating to the top.

How can I make it stop?

Why did you write all those letters it they didn't mean a thing to you?

How could you leave the best thing you'll ever have for someone who abused you in your past?

How could you just take my innocence and leave?

How dare you?

I can never forgive what you did to me.

Why did I even try when I know that tears just fall from my eyes.

I can't believe I believed a word you said

And now I'm here crying inmy bed

Cause I really meant it when I said I love you.

What hurts the most is I think I still do.