Like I Wasn't Even There

there was an unspoken decision

that i was not aware of

it was to kill me from the inside out

breaking my hart piece by piece

with every kiss

my heart cracked

with every hug

my soul screamed

right there in front of me

like i wasn't even there

i can't believe be would do this

but he doesn't know, so i don't blame

i wish i didn't have the urge to look

only to see that he was looking at me

though kissing her

what a confusing mess

the look in his eyes was undescriable

it could have been two things

yet one of then was clearer

the one trying to destroy me