Little Girl...

Will I be here when I wake
The darkness around me
Makes me feel like I'm still sleeping
Will I breath at day break
Or am I dead
Even though my heart is steel beating
I haven’t heard a single word I've said
Even though I say it all the time
Even though love is in my eyes
Even though my words still rhyme
None of these poems make me think
Like they did when you were with me
Life flashes bye in a single blink
Of the eyes even though I still can see
I want to stop breathing
In my bed one cold night
Will it ever happen
Or will my body always make me fight
The little girl in the mirror beside me
Hides from the dark shadow
She follows the man with the light
Daddy daddy she calls through the hidden door
He's still with her
But she just doesn't know anymore
The glass is all broken
Its cutting me deep
These memories are nightmares
I cant even sleep
The scars on my body
Disappear over night
They're not gone
They're just hidden by the light
The pale face
Taking the mans place
Scares the little girl
She cuts her arms
He meant the whole world
The song going through her mind
Is driving her crazy
She can never find
Her smile anymore
It's like it's gone
Who is this little girl?


I came back one morning
After seeing the little girl again
I realized I finally was alive
But then I see its the end
I look at my arms
And see all the cuts
I realize I am dying
I realize that I'm nuts
I look in the mirror
The girl is gone
The sun hit me through the window
The girl disappeared at dawn
I look back at my reflection
And see in my hazel eyes
This whole entire time
I was wearing a disguise
The little girl was me....