What happened here??

it seems like all that we ever did was a lie.

 Just as fake as the tears you said you cried.

What happened to all those promises you made?

 "always&forever," you'd say.

Was all just a lie to get my kiss?

 was all just a lie to get this <3 ?
 i don't know which way to go.

I want you but i hate you.

I miss you but then again i don't.

I can't .

 I won't.

 I thought i was over you like those feelings aren't there.

But i'm still stuck on you.

Its not fair.

Why did god do this to me?

 He gave me sorrow and took away my bliss.

 dear lord i pray that you'd send him back my way.

 I can't chase him right now.

I want to but i don't know how.

It won't be worth it if i do.

 you will never love me the way i love you.

 never once did you say you lost feelings.

 this is something with which i'm dealing.

You walk right in and out of my life.

 It just isn't right.