Mixxed Up.

I sit here.

Debating.

Whether this is worth all the pain.

I love you but I can't make you fell the same.

You say you do.

You say you don't.

you say you can,

But you really wont.

I can't chase you.

I must not.

WHY AM I SO DISTRAUGHT.?!

I know I can do better than this

But..oh boy, your kiss.

It's deadly.

Lips like razor blades.

They convince me to stay.

No girlfriend not now.

Then I wonder how.

How can you play with my mind and my heart.

Why can't we start

over new.

Just me and you.

No other distractions.

i WANT YOUR AFFECTION.

Focus, you must

I beginning to think maybe this is just lust.

It seems as though every move I make.

Is just another stupid mistake.

Maybe this is a roading leading nowhere

but now I wanna believe it goes somewhere...

Not sure where

Not sure why

I cry, I cry.

Dear lord I pray,

Please bring him back one day.

If not today or tomorrow or the next

Bring him back when it's best.

If not never don't let me know.

I'm sorry lord, I don't wanna let him go.

There's no one else that undestands like he does.

He is my one true love.

Lord I don't like Scott.

I promise.

Right now I must

get my mind made up...