forgive not

ive made my mistakes, caused my troubles                              

why i have done these things

i havent a clue, yet i know i pay

i ahve driven hatered into this world

to which you offered peace and saftey

yet i wanted chaos and confussion

for only a moment in time

wearly and hastley i got these two things

with a whirl of consequences

i did not mean fo rthings to end this way

for them to be in such an uproar

my heart pleads with you

do not forgive me i understand im lost

in a world i myself created

to weald my fantastic reality

though i know they are not

i have trapped myself within them

forgive me not for the heartache

forgive me not for the trouble ive caused

but know i apologize.