lies that kill

if i could take back what i just said i would. but the words have been said & you start to cry. the nest day you tragically die. it was unexpected but it happened just the same. and its slowly driving me insane. al i can remember is the look of pain in your eyes. as i sat there and defended my lies. im so sorry i did this to you. i hope you know that when i said i hated you, it wasn't true....