A Lost Love

All I feel is pain

I have nothing left to gain.

I don’t feel anything real

Everything is surreal.

My heart aches with the wanting.

The wanting to find you waiting

I want you near me

But you want to leave me.

I cannot live without you here.

But I must go on, my dear.

It will take a lifetime to forget what we had,

And I will be forever sad.

A losing battle, I am slowly winning.

For I cannot be with you singing

Your beautiful song of love.

See, you are now with the God above.

You saw everything I ever was

You were always by my side, just because

You loved me for me.

But how can that be?

For you are not here now.

But, I know, that somehow

We will meet again.

And have what should have been.

12 February 2008