My Trust is Lost

You say we are friends until the end,

But you have hurt me, yet again.

The pain is too much to bear.

There’s a promise, to keep, I swear.

I promise to leave you alone,

You have done all, but my heart isn’t won.

The pain you must wish me too feel,

Though I want to, I cannot deal.

I cannot cope,

I cannot hope

For what is lost,

Is my heart but on a cross.

You have caused me pain,

There is nothing more I can gain.

Because of you,

My world is blue.

There is one thing I have learned from all this,

I can trust no one though, I must wish

That my trust is to be gained

By someone who has been pained.

I want to live, I want to fight

But you’ve given me no right

To believe that I can

Be loved by any man.

You don’t know what you have done,

My heart now cannot be won.

I have closed it forever.

I will trust no one, ever.