How can I? I can't,simple as that.

i hope you know,

i hope you care,

that because of you im crying;

even if you swear you love me.

im tired of being left by you.

tired of feeling so unwanted.

i know you love me,

and i do love you too,

but something's wrong.

something is changing.

something that i cannot help,

but only you can.

and even if things are bad,

i cannot leave you.

i've tried and i cant.

i need you more than anything.

i hate you

and love you.

i know i wont leave.

you've given me those moments that last.

those times under the stars,

those times where you save me from myself.

how could i leave that all behind?

i cant,simple as that.