fare well the end

Watching you let me go,
hurting more then you will ever know

Smiling while Im breaking, trying
to be strong reliving every moment
when it started going wrong.

Please stop asking me if Im okay,
Its getting harder to lie
Im happy were on the phone
I couldn't look you in the eye.

Telling you Im happy
cause Im affraid Im told
Im tired of being strong
to weak to keep this hold.

Should I hold on to what we have
letting go of what we had,
thinking this might be
the end hurts me so bad

Deciding what is best
letting go of my embrace
reality will never be
harder for me to face.

I lived once with out you
maybe I can do it again
this is my happy ever after
fare well then end.