Failure

everything i do just seems to fail
ever word i speak just seems in vain
but i tried again to make things right
again i leave head hung in shame
again i destroy everything in sight

it not my fail everything gets fucked
i try really hard but it just my luck
everything i touch just falls apart
everyone i know end's up hurt
it seems it my curse

and when i try to do good
to change my ways
i just get beat down again and again
so fuck this shit
fuck trying to hard
it time i get a brand new start

no more mister nice guy cause that's to easy
no more crying my self to sleep
i don't need friends and no more family
ill make my living my self the good old fashioned way

now if only i had the balls
to follow through one day
i guess until then ill have to stay