"arguments and the concept of hating"

Here I am, choking on your words
Still alive, living off your loathe
Breathing off on your aberrations
This laceration takes my heart by force
And nothing good has happened yet
This place raises unexpected fists,
And blood rises higher than the ocean that surrounds us
It just feels like we’re just on one island
Lifting above the patterns in the sky
Waiting for anything to happen, any unwanted visiting sessions
Just to save us….


Chorus-
My photogenic memory,
Pro-jects that I see
The way we used to be in control
Fighting every fucking day of the year
This concept in this story,
Is that you can’t recall
That real-life situations
Have even realized that you hate me



Yeah,
I even said I was sorry
Apologized a thousand times
But you still don’t pro-ject a good thing to occur (for me)
Let me just rewind a bit here,
But there’s not much to say
All I did was tell you like it is….
Tell me I’m burning soon
From all these words poisoning me
It was so awkward,
Telling you everything
Memories, of this happening fall to the floor
Lying still… to re-live that 20 minutes again,
Is all I ask for