"the way you held me"

Last night
I don’t know,
I just felt so sad
Despite the appearance of you,
I still had
Mixed feelings inside my head
I asked you to hold me tight,
But it wasn’t tight enough
I guess I just threw away
The fact that maybe things will change
And you ask what depression feels like
And I say, it’s just when you’re so sad,
you just think about every way possible
To go onto the next stage of the universe
And you respond with a desperate voice


Chorus-
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
The good times return at night
And the bad things come back in the morning
Such a fake sometimes,
But these feelings are real in fact
Even when I’m happy from something good
I always find a way to be depressed



One time
It was so sensere 
The waterfront, brings a bunch of strange things
To my mind
And it’s so peculiar
The way you held me
It was the sunlight breaking down my bones
And that’s a good thing
Nothing painful
To be truthful, I was so glad
That I had the guts to spill
I’ve never done that before
The way you held me,
It was like the spotlight was on us,
I could’ve been there forever
 We could’ve died together….