"wait for the storm"

I’m building a tolerance towards pain,
I’m now calculating an exit to a bad situation
What will its name be
This is rising so fast and so steady
You’re just making me go crazy
With all your lies and stories
Of why you can’t be by my side
A trail of tainted colors
Leads me past the ship that’s sinking


Chorus-
Wait
For me
I’m no where near the ocean
and so far ahead
Releasing
Chemicals to devour this location
But you’re always in my way
And you’re the storm rising all around  me


No one knows about you yet,
You’re a nothing to the world so far
Just another storm in the sea
I can’t even tell you to stop
Cuz you don’t have a name…

I’m building a tolerance towards pain,
So eventually…
All your lies and stories
Of why you can’t be by my side
You are by my side
But you’re not on my side
I’m a ship that’s lost its path,
All I can do is wait for your revenge towards me