GUYS!!!!!!!

my eyes are red from lack of sleep

and also rimmed from crying

even tho my friends stand with me

inside i'm slowly dying.

the same sleepy eyes

angry dead and lying

all down my face

it's still tears i'm crying.

i wish that we were perfect

but we were one really big mistake

we laughed and played cheerful

but we knew it was fake.

do you see the little peices

all of me lies broken on the floor

one hit didn't hurt enough

i had to ask for more.

i use to beat myself up

and tear myself down

every. single. minute.

that he wasn't around.

I let myself get caught up

in relations with a guy

against the way i'm brought up

i still fell for the lie.

he said there was more to him

so much more to gain

but now i can't stop crying

he isn't worth this pain.

i don't think i've said this before

and i won't say it again

when it comes to guys no more

i guess that's the end.

                     *** i have a problem with beleiving the best in people. I was brought up to always tell the truth, and i forgot that not everyone was taught the same morals.even when there's indisputable proof that someone lies to me, i still beleive every word they say. stupid, right?