all ways ?

at the end i'm always left standing alone

it dosn't matter that i can't stand on my own

nothing about me is every okay

i struggle just to get through the day

my life hurts with every breathe

it doesn't matter that i can't handle another daeth

nightmare come and steal away my dreams

so what if i'm falling apart at the seams?

i really can't take it when people leave

i make it my purpose to wear battered heart on my sleeve

i carry everything around inside

memories explain life's painful ride

m ylifelong search my sole direction

has always been to find this missing affection

i want back everything life ever took

so what if i can't take another funny look??

tired of controilling every side of me

i'm still sometimes worried about what people see

the things they say already make me mad

they never just leave me alone to be sad

maybe i should quit while i'm ahead

most days i think i'd be better off dead

trying to live honest where everone's fake

so what if i'm about to break???