you(James)I

i know she sees you

when she's looking at me

i wonder which quality of yours

that are in me for her to see

do i have your sense of humor

that sharp quick wit?

do i have the light that seems to follow you

an keep your eyes lit?

do i have your adaptability

for anything that comes your way?

do i have your compassion

or your talent for knowing just what to say?

is it your selflessness?

or the way you always share?

is it how when someones at their  lowest

you're always there to care?

is it the way you know yourself?

or the way you make people smile?

or the way you only let things bring y ou down

for just a little while?

is it how you're always honest

even when the truth is bad?

is it the way you control yourself

when you're getting really mad?

is it the way you're confident

and you say what you wanna say?

or the way you don't let anyone

stand up and get in your way?

is it the way you're quiet

when you've nothing on your mind?

or the way you seem ahead of the game

even when you're two steps behind?

while i sit and think on this

i think of you as well

so many questions to ask you

so many things i want to tell

she wants you to get better

but you were just getting worse

instead of goign foreward

you were going in revrese

i hope that you're not mad at me

for the way things have worked out

i just want to see you smiling

happy and hanging about

i didn't want you taken away

or hurting because of me

you scared me it's true

but this isn't how things should be

i' mterrified you're gonna hate me

for the things i had to say

but i want you to know that

i missed you every day

and even if you hate me now i missed you anyway