Forgive, Forget

I'm standing here, heart filled with dread,

Thoughts of suicide running through my head.

I know that you wouldnt care about it.

After all, you practically said I was shit.

But I cant wait for the blood to run.

Gun glistening in the high sun.

Blood and brain are on the floor.

Nothing matters anymore.

See my parents shriek and cry.

I now no what it feels like to die.

But in my sullen memories,

Of our times together - you and me.

There is one part i remember most.

When you said that I'm just a ghost.

Someone to haunt your life for now.

How this happened, tell me how.

When you lied with loves sweet tongue,

My morbid morals, those I hung.

And when you said your last goodbye,

The tears sprouted and I had cried.

Because you were the most important thing to me.

But somehow,someway that you couldnt see.

Id do anything to take it back.

But now your gone, and I miss you.

Your hugs, your kisses, your love too.

Id do it all just to see you again.

But we mus all forgive and forget.