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Daddy's little girl

Views (77) Anger Created on 3-27-08 Flag

Daddy's little girl, makes me feel the worst
Greedily smiles, "It's 'cause I was first."
First pick, first prize, her way, her lies
Knows he can't say no when he looks in her eyes
Gets her way everytime, if she doesn't she'll cry
Gets so spoiled to death, don't know how she can live with it
Gets surprised, no reason, first row concert tickets
If I wrong her, it's treason, She'll never let it through
She'll blame things on me, that I would never do
"But dad I-" "You'll always be an idiot, Go to your room"
So that exactly what I do, Sit there for hours, in gloom
"I don't need them", I look in the mirror, "All I need is you"
I'll sit there talking to myself, my thoughts philosophize
Sitting on my bed, pondering their lies, never saw the sky
Not many friends, no one like me I could find
Then again, I never was too popular, was I
If my family rejects me, on who will I rely
Why do they ignore my cries
Spent years on my disguise

Mommy left me alone when I was just 3
Left our home, in pain and hostility
Since I could remember it was blamed on me
"She was just fine before she had you, Zack"
Moved away to florida, In and out of hospitals
Left nothing at all, just confusion and riddles
Always the scapegoat, since I was little

But to get to my mind, I never allowed them
How she was raised, now she has the problems
I raised myself, I'm doing just fine
She lives in a basement, comes up from time to time
Still manipulates my dad, just like in the past
Can't you see dad, you ruined her, keeps beggin' for cash
"Dad just 20 more, I can't look for jobs, car's on empty"
No job, 19, wastes all her boyfriends earned money
Sold her car to get to canada so they could meet
Stole the car that I wanted, it was s'posed to be for me
But I'm happier with myself than you ever could be
Done everything myself, I've always been free
You never learned these lessons, you'll never see
For once in my life, it's great to be me

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On March 31st 2008 PsychoMelX Said :
PsychoMelX I really really like this poem, it has alot of meaning to it, I'm gonna be honest. Yes, I was a daddy's girl I went everywhere with him, but I wasn't spoilt, I never asked for things I was happy staying with him, but he passed away when I was eleven and that was about over 5 years ago, been trying to write a poem about him, but I can't it's too hard for me to do right now. Back to the poem, have to say I loved it and am definatly gonna continue reading your poems, this one drew in my attention first. ^.^
On March 27th 2008 sixtiesdoll Said :
sixtiesdoll Oh wow. *hugs* This one is amazingly written. I could feel some of the pain in this one (not all because it's not my own) Still love that you wrote it. I was never Daddy's little girl. I guess that comes with not meeting him until I turned 20. Lovely poem :)
On March 27th 2008 KibaFanatic Said :
KibaFanatic That was great man! I loved it! You told your story, made it rhyme, AND made it sound cool all at the same time!
On March 27th 2008 ZD1990 Said :
ZD1990 So glad I'm away from this, such an awkward family situation. This is like a small biography, alot left out, but enough left to get it.