Why?

How come every time I smile u smile?

I know it's nice but it only lasts a while.

My life is so.. so confusing and ur not helping.

It's like so much is left unsaid

and I'm even there. You say u care

Why do you show it when others are around?

But when they all leave you mentally abuse me and stomp me in the ground.

If you really loved me

then why do you punish me so unjustly?

Am I not good enough

this lifes to rough.

God's calling me and he's taking me home, a real place of his wonder and grace.