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Created on 8-14-07
I felt this way before.Someone always has to betray me.I trusted you, I even felt for you.You were my friend, you said you loved me.That had to be a lie. I can't believe I let this happen.I let it, and that was my biggest mistake.You through it right in my face.You say you were just trying to help.Well guess what, you made it worse.I wish you would have just listened to me.That is all I asked.But you, just like everybody else.Don't care what I say.Even if you did, it wouldn't matter anyway. See what you did.You ruined this for me.You didn't listen to me, but I listened to you.I shouldn't have.It screwed me over.This wasn't supposed to happen.I was always trying to prevent this.You don't understand how this affects me now.All these things that are happening are just running together.They are so overwhelming.It's made me go numb.I can't feel anything that is happening around me.I know this isn't what you wanted, but to bad, this is what you got. I was doing fine dealing with things on my own.Then you had to make it harder.Things were getting better.They were going back into order.Now everything is messed up again.You don't understand how long it took me to get this far.The time that was spent was wasted.I have to start all over again.Don't talk to me; I don't want to hear your voice.Don't get near me; I don't want to see your face.I feel like everyone is turning against me.Blaming me for the things that have happened.It's all because of you. I told you that this wouldn't work.I told you that your help would only make it worse.But again, you just wouldn't listen.This numbing that has begun is taking me over.I can't smile.I can't laugh.I have no expression.The life in my soul is draining. These bruises on my hands.They come from wanting to feel.It works, but only for a short time.I need to feel.If I don't I am afraid I will waist away into nothing. I want to be real.I don't know how much more my hands can take.I see the wounds, but I feel no pain.Why can't I feel it. See what you did.You made me this way.Because of you I am slowly fading away.You've turned me into nothing.I am a nobody again...
Please Login to post comments| On August 14th 2007 Mottobedis92 Said : | |
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wow that almost made me cry! it was amazing! |
| On August 14th 2007 nevermine Said : | |
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wow..this is how i feel these days.. |
