broken peices

listening to sad songs of broken hearts,
to only think of the things i once had with you
the tears rolling down my face
with feel of the stabbing pain ,in my room
lying on my bed makeup down my face
i only want u to understand
crying myself to sleep
wondering if im just a thought in the back of ur mind?
or if you have gone on the road with someone new
hoping one day ull truly find the way to glue the peices back together
of my mind
know that i was truly yours
sitting here waiting for you
something ill never have
no friends nor family will make me better
not understanding
the pain of my heart in two
wishing things back the way
they once were
days flashing by , only hearing the roaring of my heart beating faster
not one moment i dont think of u
only feeling sadness when see you ,now all i can do is write poems and
get out what i feel
will this help
idk
but i do know is i truly love you.

friday 9-28-07