If only pt.2

If only you realized that I would die for you as I cry for you.

If only you saw how I looked at you in every winking second, when you are around.

If only you were here and if only me age was correct along with time, as it matters.

If only you saw the way that I sit here waiting for someone to pop on so I can talk to them, as no one pops on I become lonelier, not a single person to talk to while I sit here alone, not a single person to talk to while I'm sitting in the dark.

If only you knew how scared I actually am, to be alone and have no one, not a single person to ask me if I'm ok, not a single person to say hey too.

If only I found a way, my way anyway. If only I could be up there one more time, one more time to see my family and friends, one more time to see my crush, I crush hard and love even worse, as a crush can only last so long then it moved in to something more, something more is what I have. Something less is what I had.

If only I could change that past, if only I could see the future, if only my age was correct in the correct time.

If only you...

By: TwinCult (Writen Feb. 9, 2007 right after pt.1 for my specail someone)