Falling Into Darkness

I feel my grip slipping.

A grip I thought was tight on everything I loved.

In one hand, my noral life.

A life of innocence and happiness.

In my other hand, my other life.

My night life, in which I want to protect those dear to me from.

My grip is slipping.

All I can do now is watch helplessly as my two lives collide,

Causing many Heartaches and Broken Promises.

Will they ever know how hard I fought?

Will they ever truly know how dear they are to me?

Probably never, thanks to my enemies.

They have broken my grasp,

And will take me spiraling through the darkness,

Fully into my Night Life.

How many friends will I hurt then?

Will I even care anymore?

All I can do now, is grasp on to my dreams and Push my friends away,

For everyone's safety.