Crazy

Closed in a little room,

Locked away forever,

Stored where no one can find me.

I want out,

I want company,

I want to be alone.

I have so many feelings,

Pain, sorrow, more pain, and a small light of hope.

It all mixes to make a deadly combination of poison that is slowly killing me.

I pray for happiness,

I want it so bad I can taste it.

I just want to be loved.

No one notices the girl locked away in her room.

I used to cry but i finally ran out of tears,

As I drowned in them, my spirit was lost.

I'm slowly losing my mind.

I'm going crazy,

I need help but am afraid to ask.

What am I going to do?

I don't want to lose the last bit of myself,

I don't want to die.

                                        Haley A. Taylor