Changes

Look at me,

Can u tell I've changed?

Can u see the hurt in my eyes?

I had to grow up so quick,

I had to lose my self,

I almost lost my mind.

I'm blinded by the pain,

My tears drown me every time I look at u.

U changed too,

U don't love me anymore,

U say cruel things u never would have said before.

Do u mean those cruel things?

Did u always want to say them to me but never did?

Do u really hate me?

I can't look u in the eye anymore,

I can't talk to u anymore,

I don't even want to be in the same room w/ u now because the pain is blinding.

U used to be my hero,

U used to be my best friend,

U used to be the only one who cared.

No one notices me now,

No one takes time to see the pain,

No one tries to help.

I'm going crazy here,

I don't want to lose the last bit of my self.

I don't know what to do.

                                         Haley Alysse Taylor