Love I Once Had

I am so sick and tired
of always being sad
and its all because i thnk about
the love i once had

How could i have been so stupid
how could i have been so blind
I let the depression get to me
how could I leave our love behind

I tried to move on with my life
as you have with yours
but im not sure if you really have
so i keep fighting my wars

You dont even talk to me anymore
friends is what you said we'd be
take things slower and see how it goes
you're hurting me and you cant see

How can i say im sorry
when you wont even listen
i just want you back
so my heart will again glisten

Will you please forgive me?
and will you take me back?
because without you in my life
my life means jack.